Alhamdulillah Wa Syukrulillah

 Alhamdulillah, hi everyone. It's me, Beib. Not sure people gonna find out my blog but I am happy to share verything here. 

Anyway, I am still learning to use blog since I have no time to learn it due to some circumtances. I was on hiatus using it but now in 2024 I am back. 

When I made this blog I haven't marry yet, but now I am 34 and have one children. I am a happy mom and a wife. 

I know this sounds weird because I am suddenly wrote I have children but as you can read I just want to share everything, not only about everything but my feelings too. 

By the way, do you guys have ever had a feeling of useless, feeling nothing, or have no entusiasm of living? Sometimes, I have those feelings but luckly I am always make my self awarness of those feeling. Isn't kind of mental issue? I don't know. But, sometimes when I was feeling useless, lonely, I have some thought of suiciding. So sad...

But one more lucky me to have a children like my daughter "Yasmin". She brings me brigth, she brights my life, she shows me the way. 

I have a very kind hearted husband. He never scolded me, he is a helpfull man I have ever met.  He likes to cook me and my daughter some food, he helps me alot with the home chores.

Luckily, I have a good parent, I have a good mom in law as well. My papa always worry about his children even we've grown enough. My mama always support her children in any condition. God bless you, emak and papa. My mom in law is a kind hearted women like my husband. Everytime we are going to hometown, she always prepared so many meals for us. I do also have sisters and brother with a kind hearted. They always support each other. I write too much right til I can describe what I want to describe.

Finally, this is what I am making the right option to live happily with my family around me. I have them all and I love them all.

Note:

I am praying to Allah to make my emak making possible to perform hajj as soon as possible and making my emak mertua to perform umroh or Hajj. (Btw, my mom did umroh so that's why I am wishing her to have an opportunity to perform hajj.)